So, I hung out with Rachelle today after practice. And it wasn't the usual..we didn't just play some music and then watch Frisky Dingo. Actually, that's a lie because that's exactly what we did..but afterward we sat around and talked for a while about pretty much everything that's been going on lately. And she really made me realize what I was doing to people around me. And now I really feel like shit. To be totally honest, I don't know why I've been acting so strange lately, but it's been bothering me just as much as it's been bothering you. So I'm sorry if I don't text back over the next couple days. And I'm sorry if I don't answer calls or initiate conversations, it's not that I don't want to talk to you..I'm just scared.
I'm not sure how to explain it..and I'm not sure when I'll feel better. It's complicated I guess.
Anyway. Tomorrow is the field show competition. And I'm pretty nervous. But that's normal I suppose. I'm just a worrier.
So now I have to make that phone call. Hopefully things will be better by the time that it's over. Goodnight to all.
Kelsey Rae
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- Kelsey Rae
- Los Angeles
- The theme is the theme of humiliation, which is the square root of sin, as opposed to the freedom from humiliation, and love, which is the square root of wonderful.