I needed this. A day to myself to breathe and be warm and not stress about school or whatever and just listen to Molly Marlette. I wish I could play piano and mandolin the way she does. And sing as well as she does.
Anyway, all is not mended, but it's slowly healing. I really hope I can pull through this, because all of my energy is going into thinking and hoping and wishing that things might get better. A few long letters made me tear last night, but they're the start of something better, maybe. And last night just ended wonderfully, even if I don't have a phone of my very own to text and all that. I smiled and really laughed for the first time that whole day.
Tomorrow is the Veteran's Day Parade, so I expect to be exhausted by this time tomorrow. And I really can't wait. I'm not quite sure why, but I love parades and competitions like nothing else. I just wish it was as cold in the valley as it is in LA. Seriously. I was so effing cold today I had to wear sweats over leggings and two sweaters the whole day. And those really comfy fuzzy socks. Mmmm warmth. Tomorrow is going to be good, despite the possibility of having to write four pages of an English paper, but even that doesn't sound that bad considering I somewhat enjoy writing right now. I just want to feel tired..so incredibly exhausted mentally and physically that there's nothing left to do but lie in my bed and listen to some good music. Maybe throw down a few chords and all that jazz.
Point is, I can't wait to be dead tired. Oh, and I'm still phoneless.
Kelsey Rae
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- Kelsey Rae
- Los Angeles
- The theme is the theme of humiliation, which is the square root of sin, as opposed to the freedom from humiliation, and love, which is the square root of wonderful.