Yesterday was Football Friday with no football game.
..it was also Halloween. But nobody would really be able to tell just be looking around. It's definitely not as festive as it used to be, and there were hardly any trick or treaters. Well, not that I would know..it's not like I went trick or treating anyway. I mean, it's not like I want to, only because what's the fun of getting free candy that's most likely seventy percent crap from a house thats only decoration is a porch light? No. I'm not bitter. Anyway.
Last Saturday was a day to be reckoned with. It was confusing and nervous and scary and awkward. And it was wonderful. I was on that high for about a week, until yesterday. Yesterday. I saw the HorrorPops for the second time, and they never fail to impress, but I couldn't help but shake the feeling that I could've been doing something more worthwhile. I did go to Josh's party for a short while, but I was really so exhausted and just buzzed enough that I couldn't really comprehend what was happening. I had fun, but this morning brought me down a notch. It was a combination of the night before, a few tears, a few chords, and plenty of words that brought be down so hard.. It just left me confused and indignified, and in a hole I can't really dig my way out of.
And coincidentally, three little texts just made everything just a tad better.
Tonight means She & Him and more candy corn than I can possibly eat.
Kelsey Rae
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- Kelsey Rae
- Los Angeles
- The theme is the theme of humiliation, which is the square root of sin, as opposed to the freedom from humiliation, and love, which is the square root of wonderful.