Hold Your Tongue, Girl.

Read it.

Just in case you didn't notice the pesky little "url" at the end that fucked up that link. Anyway, the first day of fall semester did not meet expectations.

Maybe it was my body trying to pull a fast one on me, but I woke up at 7:25, the very minute that I was supposed to be let into my English 101 class. My alarm, although it was on loud, decided to be completely silent today. So even though I registered for my classes in June, I was not on the roster for said class, and there were no available seats. Psychology is chill. And my professor looks exactly like Albert's dad. And I got my first glimpse of single mother/student/I can't find a goddamn babysitter. And a dead cockroach. Yuck. I know I will definitely enjoy Sociology. The professor is borderline genius, borderline madman. Just how I like them. Then I had to make my way to beautiful, sunny, and friendly Pierce, which I miss dearly to pay some fees. Then I returned to dirty, yahweh infested, and unwelcoming LACC, when I successfully crashed a Stats class. No Precalculus for me this year.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I Can't Sleep.

Maybe it's because I'm excited. Maybe it's because I'm just nervous. I'm not sure why, but I'm not tired in the slightest. And I'm itching to play. Listen. Sing. Dance. Talk. Scratch. Anything to calm me just a bit. And every second that passes brings me closer to a new chapter, and new opportunities. And every second I get more and more anxious.

Tick.
Tock.
Tick.
Tock.

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Hello, My Name Is Francisco.

Read it.

Megan is back, with lots of goodies for me. And so far I think I'm going to enjoy spending the next year here.

And our star is FUCKING BEST.

Kelsey Rae

Prime Of My Life.

“I am my own god. We are here to unlearn the teachings of the church, state, and our educational system. We are here to drink beer. We are here to kill war. We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us.”
- Charles Bukowski

Kelsey Rae

Good Day, Formerly Titled "Terrified".

Which is weird, because I'm the type of person that can laugh about the events in my life that support my cynicism. But there's no other word to describe it.

But, thanks to two of the greatest boys I could ever have in my whole life, today did not disappoint. I'm truly grateful to have the in my life, and am amazed as to what a simple heartfelt hug can do to my spirits.











But no chilling on your roof to look at stars. Next time though..for sure. And I can't wait!

Kelsey Rae

So Untidy.

Is it lame to be in love with a band whose members consist primarily of the members of your favorite band? I'm not sure, but I know that I really really really like them. And I'm finding most of my inspiration in them at the moment. So here's a little something for you all to listen to.



Meanwhile, back in LA..I missed the meteor shower due to light pollution. But I did catch up with a boy who I have really missed over these couple weeks. And I really enjoy how we can pick up where we left off. It's just one of those friendships I guess. Oh, and I fucking HATE ants.

Kelsey Rae

Twenty-one Dollars.

That's what's left from the one hundred twenty dollars that had so proudly existed in my wallet from two weeks ago. So where did it all go?
Repairs to a guitar that no longer belongs to me.
An exhausting visit to an overrated amusement park.
An exhausting visit to an enthralling amusement park.
Multiple sushi lunches and dinners.

One of which was spent with two girls who I love dearly, and will miss when they leave to college. I'm glad I got to spend the last two days with them even though most of the time we bummed it. Well, there's always San Francisco.

Kelsey Rae

Northbound.

I'm quite self jeopardizing. And when I'm not destroying my own chances for anything, I'm being negative, cynical, and just a little strange. But I suppose I can also be charming and adorable, according to some people.

Jessica's debut was a lot of fun, and all that hard work was definitely worth it. Even though I left early for a little. But, I hope she had a wonderful night, cause she deserved it.





Anyway busy weekend is over, and now it's time to plan for this week. Too bad someone just left to Japan, and now I'm just a little bummed. But no worries. I'm sure I can come up with a few things to do until she gets back.

Kelsey Rae