Last night was the last Christmas Concert of my life, and it was spent with some of the best. And even if we played horribly, it wasn't that awful. It was somewhat emotional at some point, hinting that maybe something larger than me was about swallow me whole. Which it might, but at least I have some people to help me keep afloat at least for a little while.
Last night ended with a conversation with a person that I never thought, about things that I never thought I'd have to say out loud. It was interesting, and he made me realize things that I still deny to be true..but probably are. I miss him. And he wiped up those tears just like he used to.
So I've been listening to this song a lot lately, sometimes to unhealthy proportions. I'm not sure what it is about it, but it's one of the most eerily beautiful things ever.
And you told me of your flash of inspiration
You said fusion was the broken heart that's lonely's only thought
And all night long you drove me wild with your equations
Tonight: fun fun fun.
Kelsey Rae
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- Kelsey Rae
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- The theme is the theme of humiliation, which is the square root of sin, as opposed to the freedom from humiliation, and love, which is the square root of wonderful.