Me and my sister were talking yesterday. She said that I wasn't really a good person. I'm not generally nice or feminine in any way. I'm good as shit faking it, but deep down I'm really not. I'm neither polite nor tactful. I'm rather blunt and rude for the most part. I can be tough as shit if I want to be, and I stand up to the bitches that try to put me down. But good? No. Barely.
So what did I do to deserve these wonderful people in my life?
Last night was one of the hardest I've come by. I just wanted to be alone, the whole time. And then I started talking on the phone. My eyes are still swollen from the tears. But then again my stomach is still sore from all the laughing. So I guess it evens out. I must be luckiest person ever..or something.
Today is the viewing. Another tradition in my family is that we're not allowed to take a shower today. For some reason we're not allowed to appear clean in the body's presence. Thank goodness I washed my hair yesterday.
Kelsey Rae
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- Kelsey Rae
- Los Angeles
- The theme is the theme of humiliation, which is the square root of sin, as opposed to the freedom from humiliation, and love, which is the square root of wonderful.