Today was best.
Much more to come.
And it's not even because I secretly want people to read it or anything. I just need to have it recorded. Written down. It's part of my secret crazy that so few know about. And the truth is that I'm fucking terrified. Tomorrow decides so much more than my future. And it scares me most because I know that I'll need more than just two peoples help with this. And I've been keeping my promise so well. Tomorrow. And I won't even find out until who knows when. But I can know tomorrow. I thought I would be able to sleep. I thought I would knock out after today. But sleep comes hard right now..I know that when you read this you'll get mad at me for not calling. But I just feel like being alone right now I guess.
Kelsey Rae
