I have this really good feeling that it's only because I was expecting it to happen. And most of the time I'm not even in the slightest apathetic at all. But when I'm alone. Those are the times that get me. I go into some lucid dream state narrating my whole life as it passes by and I have no choice but to listen to the endless cynicism that plagues my mind. And then eventually I'll feel some huge wave of emotion that hits me like a ton of bricks. And then I just feel lost again. But I suppose I have no real reason to feel bad at all. But still.. Hopefully I'll cheer up before the nights end.
Today was good. Even if it meant falling asleep on your living room floor. Sometimes it's those weird things that you just got to love.
Kelsey Rae
